like stranger in chi town
I can see that you are attracted to her and I know how you feel because I
am attracted to older women as well. You have made several attempts to
flirt with her and she keeps pushing you away, this will be hard for you
but you have to leave her alone. It was extremely inappropriate of you
to come on to your teacher like that in the first place and you are
borderline stalking her. Imagine how uncomfortable you could have
possibly made her feel, you are a young woman and there will be plenty
of ladies that are interested in you. You have lost this battle now
leave gracefully.